Just a little note to add to my previous blog entry….
I guess I forget that none of you really know me, don’t know where I have come from, or where I have been. The fact that I CAN be happy is a bit of a miracle.
I am happier, more well adjusted and better feeling than I have been in years and years. I am also no more depressed than I ever have been. Anyone who has ever dealt with true depression knows that even a day out of it is a good day.
I have a great many good days, a great many. I am more ok now than I have been in a long, long time. Its just those little dark places, I see them, I recognize them. Sometimes I can even talk myself out of them. I experience a million other moods along the way.
I guess I am just fed up with those that come out of no where. However, dealing with BPD is a long road, one I have traveled for a long time.
And thank goodness, one I have come a long way on. One that I have finally seen a lot more brighter days 🙂
Its just those pesky pissy Eeyore moods that get in the way! But Eeyore is cute, I can handle being an Eeyore some days 🙂